how to have true friends. how to make someone to actually like you. how to love yourself when all you get is flaws. how to trust someone when they don't trust you. how to find friends with the same interests. how to find people who won't judge you for what you like. how to not get isolated and treated like a criminal. how to make friends and not look like an asshole. how to make friends when people don't notice you. how to find someone who can fully understand me. how to be different when people think you're normal. how to make people like you when you are being you. how to share secrets with someone when they don't tell you. how to find someone who loves you as much as you love them. how to tell someone the truth when their hearts are easily broken. how to not get talked bad behind my back and in front of my face. how to differentiate getting peer pressure and being yourself. how to not be dramatic when you're a girl. how to tell people how ridiculous it is to fight over something small. how to not have friends who disregard you. how to not make friends and have a lot of friends at the same time. how to express your feelings when there's no one you can express to. how to have a friend who would protect and sacrifice something for you. how to talk about your problems when people can't see the way you see. how to share music taste when people will think you're just trying to show off. how to go back to the way it used to be when you did a horrible mistake. how to help someone when they're in a crisis and get the same thing back. how to go shopping with only five dollars. how to tell someone off without hurting their feelings.

 reasons why i have trust issues. 

 reasons why not to be me.