Hello Internet! :)
I sincerely APOLOGIZE for not blogging for like 2 weeks.
To be honest, I actually tried to blog but somehow I always manage to find something else to do besides blogging. Not gonna lie but I clicked the template change button for 10+ times before blogging. You like the change huh?;). Sometimes I play pokemon for hours, I play new games on the net like Papa's Pastaria or whatever silly game I can find, I watch K-variety shows, read books (not really) and doing my huge mountain of homework...

"Ugh homewerrrkkkkk"

For the past few months a lot has happened, A LOT.
I went through all sorts of ups and downs including friends and romance.
March was pretty depressing for me. See that? I used grey cause it's depressing. Half of the month I spend my time overthinking situations and getting depressed by myself. I'm quite the Negative Nancy. And I just found a new fact about myself is that I'm sensitive and emotional. Sometimes, I do get hurt easily but I'm not exactly sure whether I'm taking the lightly matters too seriously or I'm pretending to not care to not admit that I'm not sensitive. I don't cry, but I scream in silence inside.

"Maybe you cry because you've been strong for too long?" - Samantha Loh.
She told me this when we were having our heart-to-heart girl talk during recess.
Yeah maybe it's true Samantha. Maybe it is.
I'm an emotional wreck. Really.


To: ___________
I'm sorry for all the things I did behind your back. I'm sorry for doing these things, I just wasn't thinking clearly. I'm a sensitive dunderhead. You may probably know a little. And I have a feeling that you must be terrified. And I'm sorry for making you feel that way. I shouldn't have. I'm sorry. I feel really guilty for letting my emotions control over our friendship. I wish we can go back like this has never happened. I wish I can go back to being your best friend. I wish we can go back time. But the world is not a wish-granting factory. You may not forgive me, you may not want to be with me anymore, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm terribly sorry. I hope we can go back to the way we used to.


Mkay bye xx.
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