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    Hello Internet! :)
    I'm blogging today because I'm not sure whether I want to share my stories with you guys or I'm just procrastinating and giving myself a good excuse to not study and do my homework.
    It's the fourth day of holiday and so far nothing exciting or fun happened YET.
    But isn't it nice that you wake up from bed and realize that there's no school?
    Every morning I be like:


    And also I do my daily holiday routine:


    Holidays always made me feel really peachy.
    And also I can't wait for all the new memories to make this week. I have three days of fun to come!
    Thursday: Shopping at TS.
    Friday: Swimming and eating dinner at the club.
    Saturday: Girl's night out at The Curve.
    It's gonna be fantastic.

    And also I've been reading this book The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I watched the movie but my friend Kah Mun told me that the book was a bit erotic and obviously I didn't believe her as there weren't a lot of erotic scenes in the movie but oh my, after reading two long chapters of the book *cough*. But Charlie was cute and innocent in the book and it made me adore him more:) ♥

    Back to the topic.
    I'll be blogging about weird new facts I discovered about myself this year.

    1. I can memorize people's clothing.
    I was drawing on Yuan Bing's book during History class. I drew the clothes they wore at Yoong Sheng's party and so Yuan Bing found it amazing and told Zephy. I told them "I think I have the special ability to memorize people's clothing.". Here are some styles I remembered:

    ✡ Yoong Sheng's BBQ party:
    Yuan Bing wore a black and red basketball-looking jersey with the word Bull on it with soldier patterned shorts. Zephy wore a Arsenal jersey with pink shorts. Enqi wore a white tee with pink skinny jeans. Samantha wore a black shirt with black shorts.
    ✡ Yoong Sheng's birthday party: Yuan Bing wore a sleeveless grey shirt with patterns on it with a short black skirt. Zephy wore a white jersey with black sleeves. Enqi wore a pink dress. Samantha wore a white hoodie and Shyne-Ni wore a black shirt with blue denim shorts.
    ✡ Kah Mun's house: Kah Mun wore a white plain tee with pink polka dotted pants and Karen wore a green jersey with a black skirt.
    Pretty amazing rightttt. I guess I'm really into fashion.

    2. I have some sort of jinx with the rain.
    Mostly almost every time if I leave the house, the sky always starts to turn dark. I swear every time I come back from my grandma's it always rained. So far Shyne-Ni's the only one who witnessed my powers. Shyne-Ni even made a nickname for me, The Rain Queen. It sounds really cool thanks Ni *thumbsup*

    3. I like to sit in the shower.
    For some reason, I just sit in the shower, not all the time just frequently. When I was little I always dreamt of having a bathtub to fulfill my Barbie fantasies like blowing bubbles in the hot bath oh so elegantly. I always tried to close the bathroom sink hole so I can fill the floor with water and then squirt some shampoo to make everything bubbly. There was one time when me and my elder brother were little, we decided to do something crazy. We wanted to make the whole bathroom bubbly. At first we decided to only make it bubbly in the shower place but we accidentally tripped a broom and found out we can make the WHOLE BATHROOM bubbly. We used the broom to brush the bubbles everywhere even the walls and the ceilings. We made sure to never miss a spot but then dun dun dun my mom came home. We actually thought that this would totally make my mom so happy. Ironically we got scolded orz.

    4. After watching any show or movie, I change.
    For example, when I was in elementary school and I was into anime like Naruto and Shugo Chara. There's this character in Naruto called Sasuke. The pretty boy in the ninja school who turned out to be evil. Here's a picture:

    I find fictional guys hot.

    Basically he's hot but he had that emo attitude because in the story, his elder brother, Itachi killed his whole family and Sasuke will seek vengeance. I found his emo attitude cool since I was into goths at the time. And so I tried to be like him *faceplam* idk why I did that, it's hilarious now that I think about it hahaha. I put my hands in my pockets and one of my legs up to lean on the door and did my fringe flipping. One of my good friends came by then I acted all cold towards them and I said "You're dead to me." and left coolly. That moment I was like "I can't believe I did that!"

    #badass of the year

    But then it turned awkward so I turned back to normal he.he.he. *facepalm*.
    I guess that's all I have for you guys! Back to reading:)

    Mkay bye xx.
    // Looking at other people's body makes me feel sad and now I really want to get fit and skinny.
    // I always think I look bad in tank tops :S
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    Hello Internet! :)
    Grandma I know you're being really sweet and nice but I really don't want to eat anymore D:
    Now I'm trying my best to get fit and achieve my dream of getting a flat stomach!
    And I gotten a liking to jogging, it felt like hell when I first started but now it feels refreshing.
    Jogging laters xx.

    Countdown 2 days till the holiday! Everyone's excited I know.
    Outings, parties, trips, vacations. I can't wait for the Langkawi trip on April!
    I'm interested in fashion and boy, I need to get my shopping done.
    I'll be a fashionista this year hah. Dress to impress.

    But mostly everyone plans to study, including me, because I got really bad results.
    And I want to work hard this year. I say that every year lol.
    I want to exceed my mom's expectations and make her proud of me.
    I'll be starting on the holidays if i can.

    Off to the topic.
    Things I hate:
    1. Lies
    2. Being used
    3. Broken Promises
    4. People who think that they're better than everyone
    5. People who are inconsiderate
    6. Basically just people and society.

    Lately I'm really fond of the word 'unextraordinary'. I found this word in a book "The Fault In Our Stars" written by John Green and it really left me a huge impression on me.


    I always wanted to feel special to someone. To be their number 1.
    Friends say that I'm 'special' to them but I feel that they're just saying that to be nice.
    Seeing that my friends have other friends that love them as much as me. I feel ordinary to them. And when my old friends come to me while I'm with my friend, they say hi to my friend and I'm just there standing and being invisible.
    Am I a bore?
    Am I not 'special' enough?
    Am I unextraordinary?

    I don't know. I feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind these days. And I always feel left out and invisible everywhere I go now that the condition is like this. Really. Sometimes I stare at the people when they get immersed in their conversations about stuff that that they know and I don't, at that moment I feel invisible. Maybe I'm just jealous. I don't want to be jealous.

    "Jealousy brings out the ugliest sides of girls."
    Was what my friend told me but I can't help to not be jealous. No one can.
    "There's a little part in jealousy called insecurity." - Samantha Loh.
    As you may know, I have low self-esteem and I'm very insecure about a lot of things when all the pretty people are around you. But we'll never know who sees us as pretty.

    What I'm trying to imply here is that I don't feel belong anywhere and I can't fit in.
    Fitting in has always been a horrible word for me.
    To be honest, I actually tried to fit in.
    I'm socially awkward and I try my best to make friends, but then they still see me as awkward no matter how hard I try, I just give up. People only care if you're pretty or dying.
    Everyone obviously wants a more 'interesting' individual rather than a boring ordinary person like me.
    On the bright side, I won't get enemies, people who use me to be popular nor dramas.

    "I went through these arduous life circumstances in solidarity and you should be grateful that you have people to bolster your back." - Kah Mun.
    That's exactly what I would say when someone who currently has true friends around her but instead she says she's 'foreveralone'. Maybe I'm like that too. Idk.
    I want a best friend who I can share everything with.

    I think I ask for too much.

    This post is not meant for attention seeking. It's my blog. My blog is to express, not impress.
    I just wish to have that 'special' best friend quality to someone.
    To be honest, I did think I have but the latter doesn't seem like she cares so-
    Don't you go all too friendly with me tomorrow cause I'd probably won't believe you since I wrote this post.
    You're just being nice.

    Mkay bye xx.
    // I found out why people self-harm. It'll be easier to forget about sadness mentally and focus on the pain physically:(
    // My eyesight has gotten pretty serious. It's over 900. Am I going blind? Am I getting laser surgery?
    // Next post: Paranormal Activity aka my new weird facts.
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    Hello Internet! :)
    Lately I have the motivation to blog and now I've blogged 3 days in a row.
    It's kinda because Samantha complimented me and liked my blogging hehehe.
    I really like to see people happy at the things I do. It kinda means they love me for me.

    I was going through Youtube as usual and I went back to the time when I was a really big fan of R&B music. And I still am, gladly. What's R&B you say?
    R&B means Rhythms and Blues, a combination of rhythm, blues, pop, soul, funk and hip hop.
    But I'm not into the kind of R&B music that Rihanna or Whitney Houston makes. I'm into the smooth R&B love songs that involve instruments with mostly no bass or dubstep.
    American parents always say: "Ugh the teenagers and their R&B music."
    I guess I'm one of the teenage R&B music lovers.

    Here's my list of R&B music:
    1. Take A Chance On Me - Dean Raven
    2. Rodeo - Robbie Nova
    3. It Girl - Jason Derulo
    4. B-e-a-utiful - Megan Nicole
    5. Love You Like I Do - Jamillions
    6. If This Was A Movie - Taylor Swift
    7. Looking Back - Frankie J
    8. How To Love - Lil Wayne
    9. A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton (the typical white girl's song)
    10. Let Her Go - Varsity
    11. Something 'Bout Love - David Archuleta
    12. Better Than Better Could Be - Stephen Jerzak and Cady Groves
    13. Perfect Fit - Varsity
    14. The Hardest Thing - Tyler Ward
    15. Under The Weather - The Divine
    16. I Got A Crush On You - Matt Cab
    17. You Still Exist - AM Kidd
    18. Count The Ways - Kory Burns
    19. Prove You Wrong - He Is We
    20. Thank You -  Charice
    21. Don't Close The Door - Chris August
    22. Fallen - Jeremy Greene
    23. This Fool - Wonder Girls
    24. Lay In My Bed - Conord Maynard
    25. All You Wanted - Michelle Branch
    26. At The Beginning - Richard Marx
    27. Perfect - J.Co
    28. Babysteps - Varsity
    29. Say (All I Need) - One Republic
    30. I Love You - Avril Lavigne
    31. The One - Michaelangelo
    32. Louder - Charice
    33. Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney
    34. Bye Bye - Jackie Boyz
    35. All Over Again - Jackie Boyz
    36. I Love You But - Jeremy Turbur
    37. Good To You - Marianas Trench ft. Jessica Lee
    38. Crazy Love - Corey Latif
    39. The Real You - Alex Goot
    40. Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
    41. Happily Ever After- He Is We
    42. Brighter Than The Sun - Colbie Caillat
    43. Six Degress Of Seperation - The Script
    44. Never Gonna Leave You - US
    45. Three Chord Love Song - Tino Coury
    46. Autotune - Jason Chen
    47. Gold Dust - Jackie Boyz
    48. Stuttering - Mario
    49. Internet Love Song - John Cedrick and Tiki Thunder
    50. Oh Darling - Plug In Stereo

    Trevor Dahl of Plug In Stereo

    As you can see, I was a sucker for love songs.
    My favourite R&B artists are Stevie Hoang, Varsity, He Is We and Jesse McCartney.
    My favourite song: Oh Darling by Plug In Stereo and Never Gonna Leave You by US.
    If you're interested, you can tune in and check them out. If you don't like my music then please go away:D

    I'm never gonna leave you
    I'm never gonna break your heart again
    I'm never gonna leave you
    Searching far and wide for your loving man
    You don't have to look far, you don't have to look around
    My love's inside of you and that heart that pounds
    I'm never gonna leave, never gonna leave you.
    - Never Gonna Leave You; US.

    Mkay bye xx.
    // I'm into rock artists like Panic at The Disco and Marianas Trench.
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    Hello Internet! :)
    Have you guys seen the haze? Like oh my god it's horrible.
    I even got my brother to help me escape hell that's known to be my school.
    My friend Joe asked me: "What do you think caused the haze?"
    Me: "Your fart."
    And I walked away laughing when he was still bewildered about what I said haha #epic
    I'm sorry that the plan failed and I couldn't get you guys aka Karen and Samantha to escape with me.
    I hope you well.


    Right now I'll be doing segment about the real me that people couldn't see.
    And Dan Howell will be helping me with this project. Enjoy:)

    Facts about meeee:

    1. Awkward on the outside, socialize-y on the internet



    2. When I see people I hate, sentences like these pop out in my mind



    When they're attention seeking:

    When they say they have 'true friends':
     

    When I really hate you and I can't stand looking at you: 

    3. People say I'm popular, well not gonna lie, I may be a little bit but I'm not exactly into 'popularity'. If you see me most of the time, I'm pretty much by myself or with my gang. And I like to be alone cause I'm used to it.


    4. When I get hyper, I go all cuckoo crazy and I start doing sill things like:

    Making up words that don't make any sense:

    Sing (ft. Pewdiepie):

    Simply just doing things that ruin my image:

    And I always regretted it:

    4. People say I'm cute. Out of everything, I'm cute. Really? I want to know why tho.


    5. I like to prove my point and fight for my rights

    If that person's point is absolutely ridiculous:

    When I proved my point I go "told ya so":

    6. When I get depressed, I lye on the floor dying


    7. If you compliment me too much, I get cocky.


    8. People say I'm a fun person to talk to so I guess my counselling skills ain't bad.

    When I counsel "professionally":

    Finished but don't know how to wrap it up nicely: 

    9. Whenever I remember something I'm supposed to remember I go


    And then:

    10. When I gossip or hear a gossip:




    I'll give you guys 10 for today. I hope you enjoyed knowing me more and looking at Dan's faces:D
    If I have any more facts about me or you just don't agree to the facts above, do tell me.


    Mkay bye xx.
    // It was really fun putting Dan's gifs here hahaha.
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    Hello Internet! :)
    I sincerely APOLOGIZE for not blogging for like 2 weeks.
    To be honest, I actually tried to blog but somehow I always manage to find something else to do besides blogging. Not gonna lie but I clicked the template change button for 10+ times before blogging. You like the change huh?;). Sometimes I play pokemon for hours, I play new games on the net like Papa's Pastaria or whatever silly game I can find, I watch K-variety shows, read books (not really) and doing my huge mountain of homework...

    "Ugh homewerrrkkkkk"

    For the past few months a lot has happened, A LOT.
    I went through all sorts of ups and downs including friends and romance.
    March was pretty depressing for me. See that? I used grey cause it's depressing. Half of the month I spend my time overthinking situations and getting depressed by myself. I'm quite the Negative Nancy. And I just found a new fact about myself is that I'm sensitive and emotional. Sometimes, I do get hurt easily but I'm not exactly sure whether I'm taking the lightly matters too seriously or I'm pretending to not care to not admit that I'm not sensitive. I don't cry, but I scream in silence inside.

    "Maybe you cry because you've been strong for too long?" - Samantha Loh.
    She told me this when we were having our heart-to-heart girl talk during recess.
    Yeah maybe it's true Samantha. Maybe it is.
    I'm an emotional wreck. Really.



    To: ___________
    I'm sorry for all the things I did behind your back. I'm sorry for doing these things, I just wasn't thinking clearly. I'm a sensitive dunderhead. You may probably know a little. And I have a feeling that you must be terrified. And I'm sorry for making you feel that way. I shouldn't have. I'm sorry. I feel really guilty for letting my emotions control over our friendship. I wish we can go back like this has never happened. I wish I can go back to being your best friend. I wish we can go back time. But the world is not a wish-granting factory. You may not forgive me, you may not want to be with me anymore, but I just wanted to let you know that I'm terribly sorry. I hope we can go back to the way we used to.


    Mkay bye xx.
    // I'm really glad that Kah Mun liked The Fault In Our Stars :D
    // Karen visited today <33
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