dear silent night,
as silent as you think you might,
out of everyone, you shine bright.
you have a beautiful, exquisite mind,
that you don't really show but hide.
your voice is a melody not matter what you do,
laugh, sing, talk and even trying to be cool.
you are all things different inside and out,
the clothes, the music. it's the thought that counts.
thank you for being with me throughout all the years,
it was a sad but blissful time we had oh so dear.

dear shining light,
your light was naturally born with you as you grow,
blessed with people who follow its glow.
maybe god has helped you on your way,
to become the person you are today.
destiny has lead you to many good things,
friendship, romance and others to be.
there are some things that i wished you known,
but i guess that's for you to discover by your own.
you offer so for others to be glee,
but always remember to not neglect thee.

dear carousel,
it's a love/hate relationship, you and me,
confusing as though nothing is complicated it seems.
you were the lighter who gave me my fire,
to change me into a whole new person that i desire.
you taught me things that i didn't knew,
and i taught you things you turned out to do.
we are so similar yet so different,
every adventure we've been through had its essence.
we're like yin and yang balancing each other,
but that's what makes us stick together.

dear the celestial,
i thought i knew the definition of weird,
but i guess i didn't when i met you these years.
you question about the natures of this world,
and go beyond deep about the other things that weren't.
sometimes you were psychic, you could read what's on my mind,
just like an open book or maybe i was too kind?
your generosity goes a long way,
for those who you care, you'd always stay.
thank you for always being my pain reliever,
letting out my thoughts as open as freedom.

dear crescent moon,
you were that person that always had direction,
your confidence, your style, you had passion for your desire.
you were always protected by the people around you,
but once they all left, you stood high and profound to.
the change gave you a misunderstanding that even you didn't knew,
luckily you're blessed with the few people who stayed for you.
you were the girl that everyone adorned for,
even i admit that i wanted to stay with you more.
now you're capable of anything you want to do,
and i'm glad that you changed you for you.

dear small worth,
remember the tree that you were coming to?
you actually came and i'm so grateful.
your compliment on my writing gave me an infinite boost,
to affirm the truth that it's something i want to pursue.
even when i was down and left alone by myself,
somehow you, were there for me no matter how.
i would give the whole world to thank such a beautiful being like you,
but i really don't know anything and how to.
we don't need words to communicate through,
we just knew instantly. we just knew.

dear zenography and fathom,
you were both enigmas that i couldn't solve,
the fame, the love, you guys had it all.
but deep inside you, you all had your holes.
by acting all whimsical you managed to hid your faults.
i still remember the moment that highlights my life,
when i didn't knew you guys well, you did it by surprise.
when you told me 'we tricked you to know what you like',
i couldn't be anymore thankful to take that one bite.
we distanced ourselves but the memories are still there,
i promise i'll do something bigger because i still care.

dear you,
we had small talks but they weren't just that,
we felt it, it was more, it was crazy if you'd ask.
it's amazing how we connect, so similar you and me,
but we're always blocked by a wall of uncertainty.
we slowly lose contact because we're too alike,
we had the same past, same experiences, same mind.
i hope you're doing well amidst all your troubles,
finally doing what you want without any hustle.
all in all, i would never forget,
that you were the one who gave laughs and stuff to recollect.


// my head totally cracked guys. hahaha.
// i'm not good at writing poems unless i rhyme. please tell me if i did a good job?
// "we all need someone to kiss us goodbye" - marcie. i guess this is my way of sending you off.
// quote inspired by the anime 'your lie in april'. i just finished watching it and it was beautiful. it's an anime about the passion for music and the way it connects you and others. one of the characters properly envisioned my feelings when i had to dealt with my broken shoulder. luckily i'm not violinist so i won't feel so useless when i can't even hold my own bow. it really taught me about the significance of life. added to one of my favourites.