2016.
January 04, 2016
Hello internet :)
Okay i might be late on blogging on the first day of 2016. i was busy celebrating new year's eve with my family all right. and started the year with my brother waking up with a nosebleed and going to Bukit Tinggi. yes it's that time of the year again with my new year's resolutions. last year's resolution were half successful and half a flop?
Previously on Juniper's 2015 new year's resolutions:
1. The Change
i have achieved turning into a nicer person believe it or not. i got so nice that the past of bullying actually came to haunt me back. the reason why i was a horrible person in 2014 is because i thought my niceness was what made bullying me seem so easy to others. that's why i put up a protective wall around me when i have to do something to avoid getting used by others again. so as i said, it came back but instead of the past years, i had a good ending. i had friends who helped me overcome this problem and misunderstanding. and i am super grateful to everyone, to those who helped and to those who changed. thank you.
2. The Bookworm
i worked my butt off for that examination but at the same time i felt like i didn't. weird ain't it? everyone says this is a normal feeling. even though i still think i could do better.
3. The School's Puppet
i clearly did not do anything with this haha. i did with english society but i think i should've did for the others too. it was so confusing how some people say curriculum is important and some say it's not. now i know that it matters if you want to go to matriculation. so what i'm actually saying is that curriculum helps in keeping more options.
4. The Beauty in a Beast
i couldn't achieve this last year because of 1. i kept focusing on revising more than my body and 2. i made up a lot of excuses. but i'm working on it now (kinda). i succeeded on the first day when i said i would start my diet and exercise routine. then more and more events that involved eating good food came up so it's a tough time right now hahaha. i can't help myself. good luck to me.
5. The Opportunist
i have to say. i did expand my circle just a wee bit larger but i didn't make any new close friends. maybe except a few. close-but-not-close kinda relationship. to be honest, this didn't matter that much because i realised that people now are not people used to be. people now are kinda proud and high and mighty even though they could be younger than you. some were nice and not all about appearance-and-popularity. those were the cool and mature kids. i hope these guys will save the future generation to come. you're our only hope! i am really disappointed on people really. i have totally changed my point of view of them. there are actually people who are willing to like someone who's just attractive instead of someone who shares the same interest. this is horrible. idk what this generation is coming into.
6. The Spirit
7. The Dream
for the spirit and the dream, i started filming and editing this december and it feels great to be back on this platform after so many years. i don't exactly have a clear camera or a super artistic feed or artistic friends online but i wish to express myself more in 2016 :)
So those of what remain are going to be my resolutions for 2016 with an addition of new ones:
1. The Beauty in a Beast
2. The Spirit
3. The Dream
4. The Peace (To be happy)
5. The Standing (To be confident)
6. The Comfort (To be comfortable in my own skin)
i got the last three from zoe sugg's book, girl online. i think the last three will be my resolutions for every year until the day i die. because for me, to achieve happiness, those are the main three elements that i need at the moment. and that's the end of this post. thank you for the support you gave me in 2015 and hope you all have a lovely new year. mkay bye xx.
// went to hang out with k.m today with k.r.n, our muffins were a flop but fun is what's important. have a blessed time at college k.m. will miss you <3
// now it's my turn to decide for my future. it's such a drag tbh zzz *pats and tells myself it's ok*
// i'm terrified of 2016 because it's going to bring me a new environment and new people. yikes.
Okay i might be late on blogging on the first day of 2016. i was busy celebrating new year's eve with my family all right. and started the year with my brother waking up with a nosebleed and going to Bukit Tinggi. yes it's that time of the year again with my new year's resolutions. last year's resolution were half successful and half a flop?
Previously on Juniper's 2015 new year's resolutions:
i have achieved turning into a nicer person believe it or not. i got so nice that the past of bullying actually came to haunt me back. the reason why i was a horrible person in 2014 is because i thought my niceness was what made bullying me seem so easy to others. that's why i put up a protective wall around me when i have to do something to avoid getting used by others again. so as i said, it came back but instead of the past years, i had a good ending. i had friends who helped me overcome this problem and misunderstanding. and i am super grateful to everyone, to those who helped and to those who changed. thank you.
i worked my butt off for that examination but at the same time i felt like i didn't. weird ain't it? everyone says this is a normal feeling. even though i still think i could do better.
i clearly did not do anything with this haha. i did with english society but i think i should've did for the others too. it was so confusing how some people say curriculum is important and some say it's not. now i know that it matters if you want to go to matriculation. so what i'm actually saying is that curriculum helps in keeping more options.
4. The Beauty in a Beast
i couldn't achieve this last year because of 1. i kept focusing on revising more than my body and 2. i made up a lot of excuses. but i'm working on it now (kinda). i succeeded on the first day when i said i would start my diet and exercise routine. then more and more events that involved eating good food came up so it's a tough time right now hahaha. i can't help myself. good luck to me.
i have to say. i did expand my circle just a wee bit larger but i didn't make any new close friends. maybe except a few. close-but-not-close kinda relationship. to be honest, this didn't matter that much because i realised that people now are not people used to be. people now are kinda proud and high and mighty even though they could be younger than you. some were nice and not all about appearance-and-popularity. those were the cool and mature kids. i hope these guys will save the future generation to come. you're our only hope! i am really disappointed on people really. i have totally changed my point of view of them. there are actually people who are willing to like someone who's just attractive instead of someone who shares the same interest. this is horrible. idk what this generation is coming into.
6. The Spirit
7. The Dream
for the spirit and the dream, i started filming and editing this december and it feels great to be back on this platform after so many years. i don't exactly have a clear camera or a super artistic feed or artistic friends online but i wish to express myself more in 2016 :)
So those of what remain are going to be my resolutions for 2016 with an addition of new ones:
1. The Beauty in a Beast
2. The Spirit
3. The Dream
4. The Peace (To be happy)
5. The Standing (To be confident)
6. The Comfort (To be comfortable in my own skin)
i got the last three from zoe sugg's book, girl online. i think the last three will be my resolutions for every year until the day i die. because for me, to achieve happiness, those are the main three elements that i need at the moment. and that's the end of this post. thank you for the support you gave me in 2015 and hope you all have a lovely new year. mkay bye xx.
// went to hang out with k.m today with k.r.n, our muffins were a flop but fun is what's important. have a blessed time at college k.m. will miss you <3
// now it's my turn to decide for my future. it's such a drag tbh zzz *pats and tells myself it's ok*
// i'm terrified of 2016 because it's going to bring me a new environment and new people. yikes.
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