Hello Internet :(
This is going to be a depressing post so please go away if you are not interested thank you.

Happy New Year's Eve everybody. 2013 is coming to an end and it truly has been a wonderful year. But sadly I have faced some sad situations that got me down in the dumps. Some of you or maybe none of you may know that I'm quite a crybaby. I cry easily to the littlest things, things that make me happy and things that make me sad. For a long time now, today I've cried my heart out on the last day of 2013.

Last year's new year's eve, I cried because I've never seen or got to see the fireworks. This year I finally could but y'know what? Sh*t happens.

I actually thought that 2014 will be the year that everything will fall into place. Being in the same class with my friends, studying the subject I wanted and have a fun life. My oh-so-strict mom finally let me not take Chinese. What happened is that I didn't get accepted in the class I wanted even though I had great results. Just because I had one little D ruined my chances of going to the class. One little D made the principal lowered me below the people who got less A's than me. THIS IS PREPOSTEROUS. ABSOLUTELY NONSENSE I TELL YOU.

The only thing I have now is Hope. My mom sent in my D to get rechecked. And maybe some students from the Science class would drop out and it'll get me in. But if that doesn't happen, I may have to transfer schools. My friends are all up in mountains when I'm drowning in my lake of tears. The way they keep talking about it happily despises me. I didn't mean to but I can't control it. I'm really depress. What I'm focusing on right now is just two things: