Broken Promises
November 12, 2013
I'm disappointed in you.
"Where are you?"
"Oh I'm sorry, I totally forgotten. Just give me five minutes."
"K."
"Are you okay?".
" I'm Fine. "
I really can't work things out with you. I've always prepared early to see you, scared I'd keep you waiting. But then you didn't even came. Efforts gone to waste, my heart sinks into sorrow and disappointment. I can't believe you. Unexpectedly, I didn't throw a tantrum in front of you. I was calm and didn't even mind. I wouldn't be like that last time. Am I getting used to this? Did I change? I don't know anymore.
The way you planned things with her, it all works out. When I do it, it always fails. What does that suppose to mean? Am I not your friend? I don't know if I'm being sensitive or not, one of the things I hate most is broken promises. Don't make me any promises that you don't intend to keep. You've changed. I don't like the new you. You used to be the nice girl who helps everyone. The girl who inspires me. Now I started having hatred, the feel of betrayal. It's only you, you and you. And it looks like you've influenced everyone else. I don't know. I shouldn't really care since it won't change anything. Now I'm getting the feeling I don't belong with you. I don't feel belong anywhere. This really gets me thinking: Maybe it's best to just be alone.
// Silent Night & Silent Light
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