Jun at 21 years old.

Hey guys.
It's been almost a freakin' year. wow i am so unproductive.

I gave my blog a mini makeover. What'd you think? Do you guys like it? Cause I sure do. After numerous search and failures for the right blogger template, I guess I would have to stick to this one.

OK. One Year Life Update:

1. I left my blog on a sad note last year going through a breakup. Me and my ex are no longer in close contact as before (duh). We became strangers who once knew each other. I guess this is considered respect from a distance?
2. I now have my own affairs and been able to move on with someone new. I am currently in a relationship for 2 months. When in all honesty, I feel like I've been with him for 6 months unofficially. The thing about relationships for me is that I assume that the 3rd, 6th and 9th month are the breaking points of the relationship. Where, I personally always at the 3rd month start to feel the relationship getting comfortable (which is good but) the romance just feels dead to me. And I'll start to question whether this person is sick of me or getting tired in going out on dates. But what I can say is that, right now I am in a good place in my relationship.
3. I survived studying Pharmacy (treacherous course really..) for 2 years. Having my first semester going quite horribly wrong. To the many anxiety attacks of failing and afraid of dropping out/delaying my studies, I managed to make it through :'). I finally found my study pattern and it works for me! I might blog it here as a reminder for myself. My semester break is ending in a week and I'll be back to torture in no time. Wish me luck x.
4. When I was away, I accomplished a lot of things that I wanted to try atleast once in my life:

• I tried out for cheerleading, just to experience the adrenaline when you're held up in the air by only other people's hands so the fate of your death entirely depends on them :-D. Something I would definitely recommend.
• I joined IMU CUP as a dancer for my house, Draco. Pretty sure we would've gotten last place if arguments didn't happen. Either way, I contributed my time and efforts, eventually my house was the Champion for 2018. Felt so proud when I got my medal :')
• At the age of 20, I really went all out in partying and clubbing like crazy. I didn't know why I liked it so much. It just felt like a concert to me to let loose. Anyways, my clubbing days are over. Not just because I have a boyfriend okay lol, but I don't like much joy in it anymore.
• I downloaded and tried Tinder. I know what you're probably thinking, oooh it's so taboo, guys there are fuckboys, they're scammers! YES BC THAT WAS ME. My friend Ryan (aka my gay mom <3) made my Tinder account for me and it's definitely something interesting I had done.
• Around the year end, I went to Taiwan and I am very in love with the country. I can't believe I'll be going there again this year end!

I can't think of anything else but within this one year, the soon-to-become-adult-me really went through that weird discovering stuff phase. But it did helped me kinda know who I am as a person and how I wanna progress moving forward. That is all. Bye xx.

// shoutout to samantha for writing a post for me on what to visit for Taiwan! since i'll be going there for the second time, I would love to try what u recommended me. Love u sam x.