boys boys boys.
December 05, 2016
hello internet :)
so i was just doing my daily routine, watching my romantic korean drama. and i just thought: hey i wonder what it's like to be in a relationship, what kind of guy do i want to be with in a relationship? after careful analysis of my past crushes and i realised, the type of guy that i always go for is a guy that can do both.
now you may be asking what i mean when i said "a guy that can do both", well basically in my perspective of the definition, it means that the guy is able to have these two sides of himself: 1. being hot/charming/manly (cuz OBVI) and 2. being cute. some of you may debate that if you're hot, you can be cute for sure like what kind of dumb theory is that, but NO. so let me give you an example: tom hiddleston, he can only be cute, but not manly in my eyes. dwayne the rock johnson, only manly never cute. it's basically just that. i know some girls may retaliate but i guess beauty is in the eye of the beholder lol. i'm not saying that people who aren't so good looking can't do both too, as long as both of the personality's there and that i can feel it, then it works haha. so in conclusion, i like guys who can do both and i realised most of the guys i liked also have some sort of prince charming vibe to them. i guess i can say i like guys with some sort of double personality and he just looks like a price lol. i'm actually making this list so that i can remember who i liked when i was a child so that i can look back on it and tell these people to my children haha. let's start with:
now you may be asking what i mean when i said "a guy that can do both", well basically in my perspective of the definition, it means that the guy is able to have these two sides of himself: 1. being hot/charming/manly (cuz OBVI) and 2. being cute. some of you may debate that if you're hot, you can be cute for sure like what kind of dumb theory is that, but NO. so let me give you an example: tom hiddleston, he can only be cute, but not manly in my eyes. dwayne the rock johnson, only manly never cute. it's basically just that. i know some girls may retaliate but i guess beauty is in the eye of the beholder lol. i'm not saying that people who aren't so good looking can't do both too, as long as both of the personality's there and that i can feel it, then it works haha. so in conclusion, i like guys who can do both and i realised most of the guys i liked also have some sort of prince charming vibe to them. i guess i can say i like guys with some sort of double personality and he just looks like a price lol. i'm actually making this list so that i can remember who i liked when i was a child so that i can look back on it and tell these people to my children haha. let's start with:
Dan Howell:
my first british crush
when founded and how:
it was 2011 and i was a confused thirteen year old who was obsessed with youtubers. i liked a british youtuber that she introduced which was charlieissocoollike. that year was the peak of anything british being super trendy and popular (lol the days). so i decided, i'm gonna find my own british boyfriend hmph, that'll show you. and i literally went and googled "top ten british youtubers boys", obvi charlie was number one since he was famous back then and danisnotonfire was right below. my life changed upside-down right after i clicked on his channel and watched his videos.
now i'm eighteen and i'm still the same old dan trash since then. i constantly fall in love with him every minute, every second. he was like the perfect soulmate in my eyes. he's sarcastically funny, his self-deprecating humour, his awkwardness, his social problems, his failures, his geekiness with anime and games, his dumb stories, his exquisite vocabulary (real exquisite wink), his clumsiness, his piano playing, his care for female friends and fans, his playfulness with the guys. he's just the type of prince charming i desired. i even got crazy when he mentioned that SHINee was the kpop group with the best dances. i was like: "I'M PRETTY SURE WE'RE SOULMATES. IT'S OFFICIAL"
if you asked me if one day any of the other guys in the bottom of the list asked me out, i'm still able to reject but DAN HOWELL? NEVER. i'm not sure what'd happen to me if i ever get to meet dan but i'll be sure to make it something that i won't ever forget ;). and one more thing, fetus dan would totally be my high school crush too since he liked cool goths like me and he had the emo fringe which i was obsessed with last time haha omg my dark days.
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| he's just so dreamy. |
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| fetus dan is lyfe. |
Kim Jong Hyun:
my first kpop crush
when founded and how:
it was the exact situation from above. i was introduced to SHINee by a friend and i picked a bias. i swear i couldn't have picked anyone better to stay in my mind till now. same to the korean boy group as well. the members are pure, sweet little angels with their own personalities. but well nowadays, alot of korean groups have new faces and new people and they're all cute too. but the thing that made me stay with jjong is all the reasons listed by my fellow shawols that i don't even have to add on;
"so blessed to live in a world where kim jong hyun exists."
"this man can sing, dance, write lyrics, compose songs, write novels, host radio shows, is funny, cute, humble, beautiful, sexy, smart, sensitive, hardworking, honest and too precious for this world. He can also be a dinosaur, puppy, cat and steal hearts at the same time."
"i'm missing even more amazing qualities he has, but he really is such an inspiration and too close to perfection in my eyes."
"thank you for being you, kim jong hyun."
she literally took the words out of mouth of the reasons why he will never be able to leave my mind whenever the word 'kpop' is mentioned.
a few more reasons to love him; 1. his generosity, 2. his selflessness, 3. his attentiveness, 4. his diligence
Logan Lerman:
my british actor crush
when founded and how:
again with someone overrated (*cough dylan o'brien cough* but he is hot though not gonna lie) and i wanted to find someone else i liked. i fell in love with logan lerman when i watched the movie, the perks of being a wallflower. it's still one of my favourite movies till now and i was actually so excited to watch maze runner because i thought he would be in it. sadly he wasn't :(
i liked him is most probably because i had a fetish of people with blue eyes, and most importantly guys with dark hair and blue eyes ohmygod i don't really know why that's why it's a fetish? lol. i absolutely loved him when he was in "stuck in love" with lily collins.
Francisco Lachowski:
my model crush
when founded and how:
this picture. i was casually scrolling through tumblr and this guy popped up on my timeline. ok so i stopped to stare at his face the first time i saw it. but then more pictures of him popped up from time to time and i guess i fell into a trap and now i can't get out. he's one of those guys who make me question god why his face is so beautiful like a statue and i find it hard to believe that it's actually real.
Lucky Blue Smith:
my favourite blue-eyed blondie
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| just an honourable mention ;) |
fulfilled my heavy desire to be a beautiful blue-eyed blondie in my next life. pls god i pray.
Justin Llarena:
my instagram boy
when founded and how:
i think i found him around 2014 when i was sixteen and started getting into grungy aesthetics with my friend, zeph. he was in my "explore search" on instagram and i just couldn't help but to click on his gorgeous face. he also looked a bit like francisco lachowski in the first picture so i got into him. he was actually the person who inspired me my aesthetics and made me so aware of my instagram feed (uhuhu feed goals). he was also one of the guys i questioned to god about HAHA, about how unfair it is that he can be more beautiful than girls (why god why). justin is super nice for replying my messages and i was so stoked when he told "happy birthday" to me TuT (omg the feels). he has since changed from back then and turned more feminine which started to become someone i couldn't relate more to but i'm still supporting him and the choices he makes on who he wants to be. love you.
Alex Holtti:
my favourite viner-now-youtuber
when founded and how:
because of his fergie video HAHAHA. i knew from that moment. he was the type of guy you would wanna hang out and be friends with. he's cute. is all. actually. haha. and funny. and just mainly cute.
Thomas Sanders:
my little ray of sunshine
when founded and how:
okay so thomas sanders is actually the first viner that i liked because of his sweet disney impersonations and the things he do to make other people happy. he has a great voice and just loves making people laugh and i find that quality of him really admirable. i didn't really relate to him at one point because he was too optimistic for my taste. i'm not saying that it's a bad thing but he's literally SUPER optimistic which is great for when you feel down.
Song Jae Rim:
my favourite korean actor
when founded and how:
to be honest, i don't exactly have a favourite korean actor but if i did, i'd pick jaerim because of his we got married skit with soeun and he can be both charming and cute at the same time. the part that made me fall in love with him is when he was with soeun at the fish bread truck. and they said:
"hey lady. i can get you anything out of this place (because she was pretending to be the poor girl who makes fish-bread for a living), tell me anything you want, i'll give anything that you desire."
"You."
*jaerim surprised by soeun's straightforward flirt and was super happy about it*
"OF COURSE I'M IN THE PACKAGE TOOOOOOOOOO."
// he said while jumping up and down outside the van.
but there's still so many available options and i can't pick really pick him as the one so i'll just be listing them all down here for your eyes to see. enjoy <3
LIST OF BEAUTIFUL KOREAN MEN
Kim Ji Soo:
charismatic hunk
when founded and how:
too many pictures of him on the internet that made me curious of who he was. then later somehow i found his name "jisoo" then i thought okay that's that. but then he appeared in "scarlet heart" which made me happy that i can finally see what his acting is like. yeah he was handsome fosho.
Nam Joo Hyuk:
dreamy knight in shining armor
when founded and how:
in "scarlet heart" because he looked so alike to jisoo that i got confused on who i like. and in the end, joohyuk won me over lol. jisoo was good enough, but joohyuk was a combination of jisoo's expressions, hong jonghyun's eyes and woo bin vibe. so i died.
Kim Woo Bin:
favourite neighbourhood bad boy
when founded and how:
inheritors. because lee minho will never be considered handsome in my eyes (i'm sorry to his fangirls pls don't kill me). even though i was intimidated by his eyes at first, i grew to love him haha.
Lee Jong Suk:
favourite boy-next-door
when founded and how:
"W" was where i first started watching him, not pinocchio though haha (i should watch that soon). at first, i think he was just handsome looking but i didn't feel anything. but i guess he's the type of guy who becomes more handsome the more you look at him hehehe.
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| i died at this part in 'W' |
Kim Soo Hyun:
the alien from outer space
when founded and how:
this guy is actually my first korean actor fave before all the new actors came in. i liked this guy ever since he starred in dream high and he was highly unnoticed (pssh). only then he got famous in "you who came from the stars" and he got overrated so i couldn't really see him as my fave anymore. but i still like him of course.
and that is the end of my list. i wish i can list them all but i don't think i have them all, like say my favourite chinese crush (leehom can be an option haha) but i don't like him enough to be as a crush. i don't have a preference for american singers either, all too douchy or inappropriate lol. so i don't know why i blogged about this. i think i was thinking of dudes to date hahaha. anyways, glad to be of service to the ladies *wink*.
// i can't believe i got dragged back to the pit of hell which is kpop gdi.
// excited over the sleepover night with the squad happening this saturday night ayye.
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