note to self for 2015;
- i should start doing covers for songs reason being i want to perform at prom haha i doubt it. also one of my goals is to sing a duet with my friend, heyyoong. we would randomly sing together because we had similar music taste. we were in the same class for three years (good chemistry aye) and he has the talent.
- no offense but people in the first class totally lied to me :(. they used to call students in science two 'boring' because all they see is them studying. we were just more quiet compared to you guys. you guys say "our class is fun because we're more carefree" but you guys are the ones who do their homework when given, talk about exam stuff, study in class seriously (which science two students don't do we actually doze off or talk), and being the total opposite of what you said. Not entirely the same but still.. no hate x.
- i stopped caring of a lot of things like unimportant friendships, relationships, loneliness, appearance and weight. here's a lovely poem by me;
people who treat you like trash don't deserve to be in your life.
guys who only look at pretty girls are not worth your time.
you can survive even without friends, doll yourself up and make people regret.
love your body even though it's not what you want but work out whenever you want.
and ff weight is just a bloody number.
* for those who are not proud of their bodies, instead of complaining go outside and exercise to get what you want.
EXPERIENCES;
the juncurryahn meet-up;
- expected 100+ people to come but turned out to be over 500. hella long line. super excited. hugged dayana when i saw her. asked her about what's new in her life.
- jin came out to take some pictures but we were at the back of the line so we couldn't ask for a picture. reuben came later but his face looked pretty grumpy so we didn't ask for one. plus when he was walking into the lounge no one gave him a reaction (sadly)
- a random girl came and asked her to pass her present to sung ahn probably because she got too excited and forgot (lol fangirls). saw jin and i had to take the chance so i asked him directly (i'm so happy i'm more straightforward compared to last time) but i was also shaking inside so the photo turned out okay but i knew i could do better.
- finally got in the lounge and they were selling his merchandise. wanted to buy a t-shirt but it's RM75 (what to do he's from LA). the only one i could afford is the plushie and poster. plushie ran out so i got a poster and he signed it <3. i gave the fanart and finally got to hear his voice in person! idk there's something about me and voices lately like when i crave for dan's voice i'd listen to his voice in his videos and not watch them omg i sound like a perv. got the picture and hugged him out of request because no one seemed to be hugging and again i got that voice in my head saying "take the chance! it's once in a lifetime!" i love me so much. honestly he did hesitate a bit i guess he wasn't expecting it. he didn't had six packs or anything special in particular. his hug was warm and squishy like my hugs described by kah mun.
- i screamed in dayana's face. said our goodbyes. i waited for juncurryahn and jin to come out and they really did! the selfie plan failed and i was too shy to get in the group photo. after moments of leaving the scene, this sudden regret-guilty feeling came in. hated my picture with jin because it's blurry, regeretted not joining in the group photo.had a major breakdown because i ruined my once in a lifetime chance. cry-not cry-cry-not-cry-cry-not cry. calmed down and hoped for a next time.
- who knew a one minute meet could turn me into a dramatic mess.
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| my fanart sadly didn't get noticed </3 |
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| JINNNNNNNNNN! |
i've been painting for three days in a row it's crazy but it's something i won't forget. Painted for school, my class and the class next door and i have so many pictures that i want to post. don't want to post on instagram nor facebook so i'll post them here. i got more pictures in science two than my current class lol. probably because i have jiayin who takes amazing photographs and candids.
5SC1;
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| creds to kahmun. |
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| yinfun looks exceptionally cute. |
5SC2;
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| miss the babes in sc2. |
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| favourite picture out of all |
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| amazing how we're all sagarians |
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| all for one <3 |
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| i miss you 4sc2. stay in touch xx. |
// the start of 2015 was so crappy. i'm so happy everything turned out great rn.
