when i'm wriggling with my fingers and clenching my teeth, it means i'm excited.

when i surprise you from behind, it means i want you to always remember me.

when i say mean things to you jokingly, it means you're one of my closest friends.

when i sarcastically laugh. it means teasing you is fun.

when i draw. it means i'm inspired.

when i hum, it means that it's too quiet and i need some music.

when i sniff my hair. it means my hair smells mighty fine (i like shampoo)

when i put a pen near my mouth, it means i'm thinking deeply and it may be a good chance for anyone to scare me (but i'll get angry because i don't like getting disturbed while i'm thinking)

when i'm lying on my desk, it means i want to sleep but i can't so i'm mostly thinking.

when i'm looking up, i'm usually going to take a deep breath either happily or sadly.

when i'm looking down, it means i'm thinking.

when i look into the sunlight, it means i want so show off my brown eyes (so narcissistic i know)

when i talk with an "oh" first, it means i'm startled and i agree with your opinion when i actually don't.

when i seek for you to talk to, it means i want to express myself because i'm not good at holding things in.

when i hug you from behind, it means i'm saying "i really like you" and i want to feel warmth (as creepy as it sounds)

when i purposely saw you and didn't say hi to you, it means i don't like you.

when i roll my eyes, it's either done sarcastically (oh you) or truthfully (geez)

when i groan out loud, it means i'm depressed but i can't say it out because it's probably too personal.

when i walk faster or engage in a convo with someone else after seeing you. it means i don't want to talk to you.

when i walk out suddenly with no reason, it means i don't want to participate in any of this. either because i don't like the people or they're ignoring me.

when i keep drinking water or looking up, it means i'm holding in my tears

when i stutter, it means i'm trembling inside.

when i'm quiet, it means i'm listening or either i don't know what to do.

when i get mad at you, it means you're talking crap and total nonsense.

when i suddenly laugh and hit you lightly with my hand, it means i'm trying to be friendly so please don't leave me hanging.

when i squeal, it means i'm trying to be like connor franta (because his squeal is cute)

when i buy clothes, i always go for either dan howell or troye sivan style (aka black and cool sweaters)


// i had nothing to do so-
// i got a kitty cat, but i honestly don't want to take care of it.