'emo is the new trend now.' - s.w.

Hello internet :)

Heyhey it's October, season of sweaters (which I'll never wear) and halloween (which we don't celebrate in Malaysia hmm). My exam is officially over but really, i'm still wasting time doing absolutely nothing because one, i can't go out and hang without transportation and two, i'm not the type to have a lot of friends that i can choose as an option to go out with anytime of the day. Looks like i'm stuck at home, which is pretty fine by me.

Going back to the quote i wrote below the picture, yes emo. If any of you lived under a rock (no offense btw), emo often describes a person as depressing, have low tolerance for sad emotions and thinks negative about everything that's happening around them. Emo's hardly interact and are chiefly shut-ins at home. And just like hipsters or punks, they're disliked by most people because they claim that emo's always act like their problems are huge and all they ever talk about is blood and the colour black which is kinda me in my head that is. Which I totally object. Emo's are just people who know how to think realistically which makes me admire them.

Now I may sound weird to some but ever since i started watching anime, i grew to like emo culture and emo behaviour. The thing about me is that i don't why but i like stuff that are sad and realistic, especially quotes and poems. My friend said that emo is more trending than hipster. Lucky me, emo has always suited me. Before i entered high school, i was the girl who liked nothing but black and white. Now i like rainbow colours (what i contrast i know). But that doesn't mean i don't like black and white anymore. White is my favourite colour and black makes you look skinny and it reminds me of Dan. I just realised Dan does have emo traits like he's mature & a realist to everything, guess that explains why I'm attracted (lol).

If I ever lived in foreign countries especially america, i'd be a total goth. I personally think emo people are cool. I mean despite their nose rings and piercings, i'm in love with their fashion sense. Their outerwear, sweaters and headphones are cool. Plus they have epic hair and deep eyeliner. Their music taste is also similar to mine, punk rock pop and indie rock. Examples; the xx. People say the xx makes good music but it's too depressing for them. Jamie xx is my favourite band member, mainly because he can play drums hah. Romy has a beautiful voice and it's disappointing that Baria left. I just want to buy their merch *sobs*.


After blogging, i honestly don't know how i was able to think or blog about emo's today. I just like them really much. The xx is the reason why I like to put an "xx" after most things i type.
I would be an emo if i want to.

mkay bye xx.
// anime on top; mekaku city actors
// i need to stop having the worst luck.
// future posts: clothing haul, things i cannot stand, traits i want to have
// worst feeling ever: when everyone looks like they're having the time of their life and you're miserable.

clothes so dark they match my soul

i am a low live but i don't regret it either

i rather be a low live than to meet other people

other people who are fake, who i'll never even fraternize with.

i'm pretty glad i'm not the kind

to simply make friends when i don't even like them

i don't judge someone just by their face or attitude but through people

so i know what i'm doing don't worry.

i say it's the people here that don't fit in with me

ironically i'm the one who can't fit in with them

which honestly i don't even give a damn about

because true friends are really just all i need.

but i do always wonder,

what's it like on the other side?

will it be better or will it be worse?

will i be happier there than here? yes maybe.

but hey, so far life's been smooth.

sometimes i still do want to escape from here.

and yes, i used a high school musical song for my title.